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    Thursday, March 25th, 2004
    10:57 am
    stolen goods ;)
    ok, jim, totally stole this - but i love this game!! altho it becomes more about winning with good friends than it is about finding out naughty things.... this way is fun though :)



    (_) I’ve never been drunk
    (_) I’ve never smoked pot
    (_) I’ve never been tied up
    (_) I’ve never been caught masturbating
    (_) I’ve never kissed a member of the opposite sex
    (_) I’ve never kissed a member of the same sex
    (_) I’ve never had anal sex with a member of the opposite sex
    (X) I’ve never had anal sex with a member of the same sex
    (_) I’ve never had oral sex with a member of the opposite sex
    (X) I’ve never had oral sex with a member of the same sex
    (_) I’ve never been in love
    (_) I’ve never rode in a taxi
    (_) I’ve never been dumped
    (X) I’ve never shoplifted
    (_) I’ve never crashed a car
    (_) I’ve never been in a fist fight
    (O) I’ve never had a threesome (or moresome)
    (_) I’ve never snuck out of my parents’ house
    (_) I’ve never pissed myself
    (X) I’ve never shit myself
    (X) I’ve never tasted urine
    (X) I’ve never been arrested
    (_) I’ve never kissed a stranger
    (_) I’ve never been handled by a stranger
    (_) I’ve never had a one night stand
    (_) I’ve never stolen from work/school
    (X) I’ve never caught my parents having sex
    (X) I’ve never gone out on a blind date
    (_) I’ve never lied to a friend
    (O) I’ve never been to Europe
    (X) I’ve never skipped school
    (X) I’ve never cut myself on purpose
    (X) I’ve never been married
    (X) I’ve never been divorced
    (O) I’ve never had sex with more than one person within the same week
    (X) I’ve never fantasized about a family member
    (O) I’ve never had sex in a dressing room
    (O) I’ve never had sex in a public bathroom
    (_) I’ve never had sex outside
    (_) I’ve never had sex in a car
    (_) I’ve never had sex on a method of mass transportation (train, bus, plane)
    (_) I’ve never cheated on a partner
    (_) I’ve never tasted someone else’s cum
    (_) I’ve never tasted my own cum
    (_) I’ve never posed nude
    (_) I’ve never gotten someone drunk just to have sex with them
    (_) I’ve never flashed anyone
    (_) I’ve never been flashed
    (X) I’ve never received scars from a partner
    (_) I’ve never received bruises from a partner
    (_) I’ve never thrown up in public
    (_) I’ve never had a crush on a teacher
    (X) I’ve never purposely set a part of myself on fire
    (_) I’ve never eaten sushi
    (X) I’ve never been snowboarding
    (X) I’ve never broken any bones
    (O) I’ve never legally purchased pornography
    (_) I’ve never cheated on a test
    (_) I’ve never swapped partners with a friend
    (_) I’ve never smoked a cigarette
    (X) I’ve never done any psychotic drugs (LSD, Mushrooms, etc)
    (_) I’ve never done any narcotic drugs (excluding pot) (Codine, Valium, etc)
    (X) I’ve never done any stimulant drugs (Speed, Cocaine, etc)
    (_) I’ve never had sex while one partner was menstruating
    (X) I’ve never been involved with golden showers
    (_) I’ve never had my cum on someone else’s face
    (_) I’ve never had someone else’s cum on my face
    (X) I’ve never posted nude pictures of myself online in a public place
    (_) I’ve never used food during a sexual act
    (_) I’ve never used a vibrator on myself
    (O) I’ve never used a vibrator on someone else
    (X) I’ve never had a vibrator used on me by someone else
    (_) I’ve never faked an orgasm
    (X) I’ve never had sex with a member of the same sex
    (_) I’ve never had sex with a member of the opposite sex
    (_) I’ve never engaged in “heavy petting” with a member of the same sex
    (_) I’ve never engaged in “heavy petting” with a member of the opposite sex
    (X) I’ve never watched other people have sex (in person, not in porno/video/online)
    (_) I’ve never watched someone else masturbate
    (_) I’ve never willingly let someone else watch me masturbate
    Monday, March 22nd, 2004
    9:48 pm
    i dont understand what im feeling
    a bit out of sorts, if you will

    lots and lots of rehearsals... im working with 3 different people in the process of putting on 4 different shows- but at 3 of them i will being 2 different people's work .... so its like doing 7 shows- aaaaaahhhhhhhhh....i have so many steps running thru my head right now.... and im already getting nervous about the shows... im such a worry wort.... but im teribly anxious about being on stage- im always afraid im going to forget my steps... hehhe...

    saw _eternal sunshine_ it was incredible and i loved it ... had a great day out and about- too bad its still cold here, im really ready to throw my coat out the door...
    9:48 pm
    i dont understand what im feeling
    a bit out of sorts, if you will

    lots and lots of rehearsals... im working with 3 different people in the process of putting on 4 different shows- but at 3 of them i will being 2 different people's work .... so its like doing 7 shows- aaaaaahhhhhhhhh....i have so many steps running thru my head right now.... and im already getting nervous about the shows... im such a worry wort.... but im teribly anxious about being on stage- im always afraid im going to forget my steps... hehhe...

    saw _eternal sunshine_ it was incredible and i loved it ... had a great day out and about- too bad its still cold here, im really read to throw my coat out the door...
    Sunday, March 14th, 2004
    11:58 pm
    i have this running commentary with you in my head... this never-ending conversation.... its like my life is still relative to you.... i tell you things and i ask you questions....
    but im never quite sure what i want you to say- which way i want it to go....

    its hard not to share these things anymore

    acceptance is the hardest thing for me
    sometimes im still that 6 yr. old who thinks "its my world, and anything is possible"

    this sense that everything will be okay, while a strange sort of anxiety about how it will work lurking in the corner




    joshs birthday
    Friday, March 12th, 2004
    11:56 pm
    how do i find the strength to be the person i want to be
    Monday, February 2nd, 2004
    11:31 pm
    sometimes when i look up and out, i get so confused figuring out what is going on that i cant even decide if its good or bad...
    when did life get so hard?

    my heart has gone a missin.... bah
    Sunday, March 30th, 2003
    6:11 pm
    tell your friends....
    scorecard of evil.... bad things bush has done in office....
    http://www.wage-slave.org/scorecard.html

    everything is has a news reference....
    Friday, March 14th, 2003
    11:02 pm
    bah
    friday night activities: rearranged sock drawer

    im not kiddng you....
    Wednesday, March 12th, 2003
    5:10 pm
    i swear to god that nicole kidman is on my street filming a movie right outside my freakin window... i swear its her!
    heh.... brooklyn rocks my world sometimes....
    Monday, February 17th, 2003
    5:56 pm
    wow.
    you havent lived until youve played in 2 feet of snow!
    i just came in from frolicing in the street.... and climbing the mt. everest of snow mountains.... planning on building a snow man with all the snow thats in my hallway and sending the pic to my landlord whom i told i to fix the damn door months ago... heh....
    it has been loads and loads of fun :) visibility is about 2 blocks- which is amazing b/c we were on streets that hadnt been plowed and nobody was around so it was like the end of the earth ... heh... saw cars slidint down the street, some getting stuck... kids being pulled by cars with ropes- just for the hell of it and lots of mountains of snow that had been dumped... fell in to my waist ... rolled around in it... made a snow angel :) love it love it love it :)

    took lots of pics of it that will hopefully come out...

    its just amazing to me having never seen this much snow before...
    yay :)
    11:18 am
    wooooo dawgies
    20 inches of snow outside

    about 4 inches of snow INSIDE...

    the door to the roof doesnt close properly and it was tied shut.... the rope broke from the wind.... and there is snow everywhere in my hallway and on the stairs.... its insanity.... and i had a little screen that fits in the window of the kitchen and that fell out, so there was a bit of snow in the kitchen.... but i got that fixed pretty quick.... HA.... it sounds like i live in a real dump- but i dont! its just an 80 yr. old building thats a bit ... well, rustic, shall we say....
    1:08 am
    snow quiet
    its snowing like crazy here....
    ive never been in a 'blizzard'.... with a foot to a foot and a half expected :) im so excited....


    i wonder if i over-rationalize my helplessness/hopelessness.... i dont think ill ever learn when and if its right and okay to walk away....
    but through it all my faith has come back .... just a little bit in myself.... and a little more for the people around me....

    hah.... but the cynic in me says- just wait for monday morning to bring it all crashing down....
    on to a foot of snow.... :)
    Thursday, January 23rd, 2003
    11:51 am
    brrrrrr
    it is 15 degrees outside..... with a windchill of -2......
    im wearing a hat and a scarf and two pair of socks... inside....
    yes, my heat actually is working.... you say you feel a draft?
    oh, well i have awful awful windows... and lets just say one radiator per 200 sq. ft of rooms with 12 ft. ceilings IS NOT ENOUGH HEAT....
    AND its not supposed to hit 40 degrees for the next ten days.... i dont think ill live that long....

    but its my mom's birthday today! yay! yay! yay for the mommy!!

    and im listened to the best of cream....
    and i watched the philedelphia story on dvd last night- and it might be my all-time favorite movie.... i love old movies- they are so good- and they arent any less racy or funny- just more subtle and less crass.... which i love... theres something i love about subtleness--- maybe b/c i have none... heh....
    im so cold im rambling to keep my fingers warm....
    im two fuckin feet away from the radiator and feel NOTHING.... where does the heat go? maybe the top two feet of my apt. is warm...

    bah

    oh and you wanna know the worst part--?! i look outside and its gorgeous... not a cloud in the sky- sunny with big beautiful blue skies... its such a tease :( its winter, where's the snow?
    i mean, its gotta be around 50 degrees in this apt....

    stay warm... love your central air.... love it for me....
    Thursday, December 5th, 2002
    11:38 am
    winter
    its snowing



    ITS SNOWING LIKE CRAZY


    i love it!!
    Monday, November 18th, 2002
    12:14 pm
    desparately trying not to be bitter....

    being filled with seething rage makes that difficult...

    just wanna go

    away....
    Wednesday, October 23rd, 2002
    3:47 pm
    im so pissed...
    i hate my post office.... they never ring the bell when there are packages.... and this time i got one notice and 5 days to pick it up.... which is ridiculous..... i want my package .... and i hate them hate them hate them....
    but its an equal opportunity hate day---- i hate you all. thank you, thank you very much for nothing, world
    :)
    Sunday, October 13th, 2002
    4:07 pm
    sensitive skin
    rolling is a beautiful thing


    fucking amazing.... i could do it over and over again
    Friday, October 11th, 2002
    3:35 pm
    work sucks
    i dont think its every going to stop raining....
    the island of manhattan is just going to float away....
    oh my

    i cant wait for it to snow..... snow is much nicer than rain- especially if its the nice dry snow when its real cold.... i can handle being cold but being cold and wet just sucks...

    i always just want to hibernate in the winter, its really hard for me to go to work ..... i can ususally get out and do stuff i need/want to do, like go to class.... but going to work just sucks.... maybe ill quit like i planned too.... but then i would just have mroe time to sit around by myself- and as much as i like doing that, it gets a little old after awhile....

    heh... im just making excuses for being lazy.... and im having fun sitting around smoking and watching the cats try to kill eachother....
    Monday, October 7th, 2002
    12:07 pm
    babblebabblebabble
    im bored


    the weather is yucky here.... and as much as i dont like the cold - i prefer it to the humidity in the damn city.....


    everytime i get online my dad is on.... should i feel bad if i go invisible as soon as i log on....? hrm.

    ive gotten into this really great habit of drinking on sunday afternoons.... heh scotch is tasty

    why am i so damn lazy? i have no motivation to do anything.... this sucks....
    i dotn like kicking my own ass.... bah.
    Tuesday, August 20th, 2002
    7:16 pm
    travelling
    im in HOLLYWOOD

    its beautiful...

    ive see the coast from vancouver, BC to LA.....
    cant wait to develop the pictures.... very glad i survived the twists and turns on the cliffs.... i hugged a big fatty redwood ..... i played on swingsets on the beach at santa monica.... i ate really bad food in san fran.... saw jayme (yes the jayme) in seatle and had lots of wine and chocolate.... drove on a backwoods 'highway' that it felt like nobody had been on in years in the middle of the night in the mountains of california.... it was great....

    im have tons of fun and spending lots of money.... especially at this lame internet cafe on hollywood blvd.

    take care.... :) byebye

    p.s. ill be in texas around the 25th till the 29th of august.... :)
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